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Result of being BORED!

Another sleepless night. Wonder if it is jet lag or I'm missing Yuri too much. Never expect our relationship to turn out like this. Ok.. I admit... I wasn't serious about the relationship when it first started out. But come on... As time passes, I see the goodness in him and gradually I like him more. So isn't it better than just physical attraction... this is more in depth ok? Hahaha!

Seriously wonder how things will turn out between us. Sigh.. really hate to hear this but everyone around me, has been telling me it's difficult to sustain such a relationship. Is there anyone out there that have a successful LD relaionship?

I know its hard but never know its so difficult to endure.. It's really a relationship building on pure faith, many memories and hopes! Constantly checking the mail, to see if he send anything. Always waiting for calls... Always wondering what he is doing, is he alright and worst of all, when i need him to be here, he is miles away... Sigh... Really wonder will I be able to see him this winter. Hope mommy will allow me to GO! He promised me a vacation on mountain... Seeing snow and stuff! So... PRAYING HARD and wish me LUCK!

Taken in Alantic City! Love this picture the most!

Well.. I'm getting a hang of being without him now. It's kind of nice (at times it gets bored!) to be alone when there is no one to bug u. At least i get more time for myself. I can concentrate on the things i wanna do and don't really need to bother about what he thinks of it. Not that he bugs me... just that sometimes, one needs to be alone, do some soul searching and clear some thoughts.. u get what I mean?

Anyway, today I went to school (2nd day in school) and guess what?! I got lost looking for tutorial class again! I'm like a Freshies keep staring at the directory trying to figure out where is the class, which lift to take, am I in the right class and stuff! GOSH! Luckily, i was in school early.. so.. i wasn't late for the class... Hopefully now having less distraction (bf not around), I will go school more often and none of these will happen again!

If i'm not wrong, it's esther's 1st or 2nd day in school also. Guess she is adjusting well to her new schooling environment in HongKong! Seen her blog, seems like she is having so much fun! She even took a few pictures with the celebrities there! So glad she is enjoying herself. Girl.. remember to take care and dun forget to be conscious of your diet! Dun come back putting on tons on weight like ME! Hahaha!

Oh.. saw my cousin, Joyce, again... guess what?! She broke up with his boyfriend on last saturday. She dun seems to be sad but she keep insisting she is. No matter what... just hope she is really fine and she better meet me up soon to keep me updated! Ok... Done! GO STUDY MISS LIN! Stop blogging and stop checking ur mails!!

Many MISSES & Full of BOREDOM!